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I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that its justifiable that the prostitution exist, by thinking that I am paying to that person a “proportional amount to the service that they are giving” without considering that “such services” have more consequences for this people and also for me than that which I am paying on money, because it’s not something that only affects to the people participating on it, but it also affects to the entire society, by creating the acceptance of using and exploiting someone on prostituting themselves to get money, which also creates more points of abuse such as child molestation, rape, slavery, poverty, and so on, which I then justified in my own mind through this “feeling good experience”, so that I were able to go and have my experience for myself in which I apparently don´t have to consider another because from the reasoning of my own mind, it is acceptable to use the people that are within such conditions as long as I see it from the money perspective in which I am giving them this “payment for their services”, and within this

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to participate on pornography within the thought that “I am paying to this people to use their images and bodies to create an experience for myself” in which I don´t consider the testimonies of all the people that has been raped and that has died on such movies for abusing the body to such an extent that it collapsed, and in which I don´t take into consideration what were the conditions and the lives of those people that it got to such an extent in which someone accepts such abuse to be done to the body for the mere purpose and reason of surviving which “should be by definition a Human Right

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to give permission to slavery through the idea that “I am able to buy someone through giving them an amount of money, which would be the cost of literally using their bodies for my personal purposes of getting or searching an experience for myself to feel good” which actually reflects the nature in itself of capitalism, in which one hears the people saying that “this is how it is, this how the word functions or that this is human nature” which is only a justification and an excuse to literally do nothing about it, not to mention that is a deliberate action of denying and avoiding reality for one to remain in the deliberate participation and use of such points of abuse like prostitution, in this way

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am only able to have sex through participating on prostitution instead of seeing and considering ways in which I am able to support myself to develop myself as an effective and supportive human that will be able to go into a relationship in which I will not accept or allow any abuse to take place within me or within my partner, making in this way an effective and functional relationship of support and care.

I commit myself to demonstrate how the pornography is one of the main reasons that drives people into raping and abusing other human beings, going to the extent of participating on child molestation and slavery

I commit myself to demonstrate that the prostitution is the side effect and direct consequence of the use of pornography that in this way creates poverty, slavery and harm to the rest of humanity in which we accept the manifestation of wars through which we take the resources from others so that we can remain living in the conditions that we live and exist

I commit myself to work on myself through applying self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to develop myself as an effective human being that will be able to stand in a relationship of care and support in which we can work together to assist and support ourselves to work for a world that is best for all.

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