Continuing here from Part 1 with self-commitments to stop my addiction to cyber sex and porn:
When and as I see myself desiring to get back to porn, I stop I breathe.
When and as I see myself switching on the soft porn channels, I stop I breathe.
When and as I see myself clicking that link to porn, I stop I breathe.
When and as I see myself scanning the channels looking for porn, I stop I breathe.
When and as I see myself to checking out porn magazines at the corner stores, I stop I breathe.
When and as I see myself justifying a visit to the massage parlor by saying ‘to get physical massage only’, I stop I breathe, because I see/realize these massage parlors often offer the service of happy ending, which I have not been able to end the offer happily, by saying NO. Therefore I direct myself to breathe and stop myself from visiting any massage parlors; also I see its participation in sex trade.
When and as I see myself desiring any form of sexual thrill from images, photos, movies, shows, massages, I stop I breathe.
This is my corrective statement; this is my script to prevent the repetition of my olden past. Moreover, I am walking this process to stand as LIFE, as an example of LIFE; therefore I see/realize participating in porn is not the way to stand up for LIFE. Even the smallest participation in porn will open the door for the dark world of hardcore porn. Therefore I do not allow myself to participate even in soft porn, including body massages by these shady shops.
Addiction to porn is a big one, meaning addiction to watch, enjoy little fun stuff on the internet or DVDs, late night stuff, all fun, but the consequence is severe, and it can mess up the head really bad. You will begin to see a porn star in every woman you see on the road, now that is a dangerously nasty to way live on this earth. And those who like sex mixed with violence, are truly entering dark times, you will never know what will come out of it. If you have the tendencies to mix violence and porn, or sex rather, please listen to this serial killer, the once upon a time normal Ted Bundy, this guy was normal until he started soft porn, then hardcore porn, then porn mixed with violence, then such thoughts, emotions and feelings started to energize his mind, as time went on, he wanted more of it, until to the point where he had to create the mind based reality in the physical, leading to the death of many humans. His last interview is filled with real advice on how to prevent such atrocities in the future. How not to create a Ted Bundy again, accordingly Mr. Evil Bundy himself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize participating in the mind-energy is a dangerous game, either through porn or thru any other addictions, because I see/realize once the mind is fed into its addictions, there is really no end to it, until the end comes through the physical. Therefore I direct myself to live within the breath/breathe here in the physical moment by moment, breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize this one life to life, this one body I have, is not to be squandered in vain by feeding into my mind addictions, so I direct myself to LIVE this life, by stopping the mind, by stopping the cravings of the mind. I support myself by breathing, by living within the breath.
I breathe, I stop.
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- Forgiving my Addiction to Cybersex – (Pt.1) – DAY 15 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- Judging My Sexuality as ‘Dirty’, ‘Nasty’ and ‘Perverted’: DAY 14 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- My Experience With Porn and Prostitution Pt.3 – Forgiving Myself – DAY 13 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- Stopping My Mental Porn Addiction (Pt. 2): DAY 16 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- Pornography and the Slippery Slope of Ted Bundy (chipgruver.wordpress.com)
- Letting Go of Sexual Images in the Mind: DAY 8 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- Day 401 – Commitments on stopping porn (yogisjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- Healing My Mental Porn Addiction (Pt. 3): DAY 17 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- Day 400 – My story with Porn, ‘Blue Movies’, etc. (yogisjourneytolife.wordpress.com)
- The Solutions and Rewards to Stopping Porn Addiction: DAY 12 (pornaddictsjourneytolife.wordpress.com)