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Self-Forgiveness on Using Porn to Suppress My Emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use porn as a method to hide from the negativity that I feel within any given moment – viewing porn to alleviate myself from any negative experience that I exist within in any given moment – allowing myself to suppress the emotions within me within viewing porn – not allowing myself to understand myself within the emotions nor allowing myself to transcend the emotions by/as standing in equality with them as me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resort to a form of abuse within the usage of porn to avoid the emotions that I create within myself – creating more abuse through the avoidance of the emotions that I create, and in this allowing myself to create a relationship with myself and feelings of fear and evasion through allowing myself to view porn when/as I go through emotional experiences

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not go through the emotions that I experience in any given moment and walk myself within them – understanding how I created the emotions and what they are connect to so that I can move through the emotions within equality and stop them as me so that I stop myself from further creating abuse through the viewing of porn to make myself happy through stimulating the chemicals within the body that I have attached to viewing porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resort to methods of stimulation through viewing porn or eating candy when I experience any emotions, allowing myself to create abuse and support abuse through the abdication of responsibility for myself within creating the emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate myself within the emotions that I am creating within myself and investigate how I’ve created the emotions and what I;’ve connected the emotions to within my reality to see how I am creating these emotions, but through viewing porn I abdicate my responsibility that I have for myself within the emotions and abdicate the responsibility in knowing myself within how I create the emotions from the connections that I have made within myself to reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use a quick fix to the emotions that I fell through the usage of porn, wanting an immediate high in regards to feelings and emotions – not realizing that any solution that would provide a stable long lasting real solution will involve time and effort that I put into the solution as myself in breath – and that through viewing porn to suppress emotions – I give myself no chance to create a long lasting solution to myself in the emotions and feelings and transcend myself within creating the emotions and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a quick fix solution to myself within the emotions is not going to be a real permanent solution but only a temporary avoidance of the emotions through creating feelings ontop of the emotions to avoid the emotions that are still sitting there underneath the feelings – creating a blind for myself in seeing myself within the emotions through layering myself within the mind in feelings and emotions to avoid the negativity that I experience in the emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use porn to blind myself from the experience of emotions that I create within myself as I walk through my day and reality – blinding myself from living any real solution to myself within manipulating myself with emotions and feelings so that I can get a rush of positive energy through attempting to avoid the experience of emotions – not realizing that it is the same things no matter if I have feelings or emotions within me – the same points exists within each wherein I will attempt to make more feelings when I have feelings and I will attempt to make feelings when I experience emotions – feelings being positive and emotions being negative – all leading down the exact same path of actions and habits

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate the darkest points within me and understand myself in them walking through them to see myself within them – but to attempt to avoid and evade the darkest points within me through/as creating feelings within myself to put a veil over the emotions that I experience – blinding myself from myself seeing myself within the negativity through creating feelings overtop of the emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that viewing porn is only creating more veils and covers from myself when experiencing emotions and that in this I am creating more and more covers to myself when I experience emotions – not allowing myself to see myself within the negativity that I create, or the lows that I create, but through as moving into a high through viewing porn I separate myself here from grounding myself within walking myself in the emotions that I feel

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when/as I experience emotions I am able to write myself out and investigate myself in the emotion and understand myself in the emotion and what I’ve connected it to within my reality, and within this I am able to forgive the connection to it and walk myself in correction within the emotion – and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want a quick easy fix to myself in the emotions by viewing porn instead of giving myself the time and effort to sit here with myself and write myself out in self honesty to get down to the point of myself in which I am accepting and allowing these emotions for a specific reason or purpose to further self interest – which in this clearly seems to be for an influx of feelings through/as viewing porn or eating candy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself in the connection to the emotions that I create within myself while walking in my reality through allowing myself to view porn as a point of suppression of the emotions that I feel – not allowing myself to see or come to a solution for myself in the emotions that I’ve created and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I’ve only been avoiding myself in actually living solutions from by/as walking myself in the emotions that I create through allowing myself to look for a positive experience when feeling emotional

I commit myself to when/as I feel an emotion to sit down with myself when I have the next available time to write myself in the emotion and allow myself to walk through the emotion with myself in equality and oneness – and in this not looking for a positive experience from/as writing myself out or applying self forgiveness but to write myself out unconditionally, not hiding from myself – forgiving myself from the point of forgiving myself for connection the emotions and feelings – not from a point of looking for the opposite experience to the negativity that I’ve created

I commit myself to stop looking for a positive experience to hide from the negative experience of myself within and to face myself in the emotion that I’ve created and to walk myself out of the emotion – not into the opposite, but to self direction within equality and oneness with myself in this world to actually see myself and what is here by/as stopping the veils that I’ve created within myself by creating feelings ontop of emotions

I commit myself to when/as I am viewing porn to hide from myself in the emotions that I feel or eating candy or sleeping or entertaining myself – whatever it may be – to stop myself in that moment and walk myself in writing and investigating myself in self honesty of the emotions that I am creating and experiencing, facing myself in seeing myself in the experience and see what I’ve connected to it – in this forgiving myself in the emotions, allowing myself to see myself.

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